she's got doorknobs where her eyes used to be.

oh yea. guess what. abi's coming up next weekend. and kristin just bought her ticket for november. and my world is filling up with old friends again. just like i've been wanting it to. !!

i don't love you i don't hate you.

every time you leave this house everything falls apart.

today's plan: drop off film, go get a coffee and sandwich at ocean beach, pick up film, meet up with eric, walk around open studios in the mission, have a lovely, sunny day.

i'm always lazy when i miss you.

a tough year.

i'll hold the world in place.

christmas?

i'm painting you a portrait of young.

this song makes me think of so many particular people. so super specifically, too...

being at bonnaroo and when this song started we watched all the stars fall out of the sky and land on the finger tips of everyone waving their arms in the air. and those fabulous four that i was with. and that friend that always inspires me to "go big or go home." especially when it comes to jayz. and those two twins that love h.o.v.a. more than anything. ever. always. and that blue caddie that had the huge dent in the side. and "just a picture perfect day that lasts a whole lifetime. and it never ends cause all we have to do is hit rewind... drink some wine. reminisce, talk some shit. forever young is in my mind." are you kidding me. obvious... it reminds me of being young and old and new and familiar. and anything. ever. always.

a bed of roses.

man. this girl and her shoes.

she could drag me over the rainbow.

mom, thank you for sending me a box with autumn leaves in it. it makes it feel like fall. it was just what i wanted and needed. luv you.

within a house within a room.

kristin, i found a store with old match books that you would die for. and its right next to a book store that makes journals out of old library books. and they keep the library cards on the back page. !

he was a most peculiar man.

went out for dinner last night at this place. ahhhh, our waitress looked like this monster. exactly. my friend remembered her name was oblina. isn't that awesome?

i walk out in the flowers and feel better.

2:55

it takes a long time to pass you by.

in another place.

we'll pull the stars right of out of the sky.

when i was a ghost.