i want her to just be how humans are.

it'll drag me to your door.

in the towers of your honeycomb.

bon iver was somehow able to perfectly orchestrate his set with mother nature. light little sprinkles of rain throughout. because i don't think it would have been correct to drive to western massachusetts, sit on a hill in the middle of the woods and not have some rain fall while listening to this music that hearts knows so well. reflection, i guess. thousands and thousands of tiny mirrors. and then, at the end. when it started to pour. it all felt like magic or something else really enchanting. just like everything has seemed lately. there were a few people who i wished were there as well. because some specific parts or some specific songs remind me of some specific people. but i sent them some thoughts and hopes that they would notice. and so far, this is the best birthday present i have gotten this year. ;)